If there’s god somewhere,
It has to be inside of me,
In my pure intentions,
In my good deeds,
In the believe that ‘ I can’
Somewhere, in what ‘I am.’
If there’s a devil somewhere,
It has to be inside of me,
In self-doubt,shame and insecurity,
Inside the envious thoughts,
Feeling ‘I can’t’ when I want,wish I could
Somewhere,where I let other people’s opinions,Views and ideas form my reality.
If there’s a heaven somewhere,
It has to be inside of me,
In the moments when I am at peace,
When everything seems okay,
When my dreams excite me,
When I accept my present reality,
When I love all that I am ,
Somewhere where everything is,as it is,and is perfect like it is.
If there’s hell somewhere,
It has to be inside of me,
In the way I relive the painful experiences,
In the way I torture myself with harsh thoughts,
In the way I worry about things that haven’t happened yet,
Somewhere where my thoughts work against me,
I feel defeated, weakly, totally disconnected from what is real,as if I am dying and beyond saving.
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